Thursday, June 12, 2003
Ha a shouting match with my mom. n i thought i was too old fer this. what an immature fuck i am. why the hell did i go do that for. should have kept my cool n talked things out. now what? do i apologise.. heck. shite.
Oh n i got a mail from ck.. tried to tell me she really did liked me. notice the use of past tense now. the pt is she just wants to be friends now. look..its either me or her. one of us fucked up big time..n its probably me for my nonchalance after tat kiss. i was thinkin its just a kiss..big deal. well i was wrong...i do like really...like really really liked her. but its too late fer all this bullshit now. i lost her. man it hurts..but tats life. pack up n move on..n all this is kinda stressing me out...plus stuff with my final yr project n part time job.
so i like blew it all out on that shoutin match..not that im tryiin to justify myself doin tat. i was WRONG n fuckin RUDE. period.
Gatecrasher at centro was good. the 3rd pparty in 4 mths i've attended..im good. but i drank quite alot...n smoked 1 hardpack. wow.shite
Oh n i got a mail from ck.. tried to tell me she really did liked me. notice the use of past tense now. the pt is she just wants to be friends now. look..its either me or her. one of us fucked up big time..n its probably me for my nonchalance after tat kiss. i was thinkin its just a kiss..big deal. well i was wrong...i do like really...like really really liked her. but its too late fer all this bullshit now. i lost her. man it hurts..but tats life. pack up n move on..n all this is kinda stressing me out...plus stuff with my final yr project n part time job.
so i like blew it all out on that shoutin match..not that im tryiin to justify myself doin tat. i was WRONG n fuckin RUDE. period.
Gatecrasher at centro was good. the 3rd pparty in 4 mths i've attended..im good. but i drank quite alot...n smoked 1 hardpack. wow.shite
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